Julie's Journal - First Night

Oh journal I was awoken at 3am by the feeling of someone being inside my room. I slowly woke up and could hear their breathing. Scared I just stayed still feigning sl**p as their footsteps slowly came over to the bed. Part of me hoped it was Gina but I didn’t think so. Have you ever been so scared you stayed absolutely still and yet so excited at the same time? So many times I had masturbated while thinking about being f***ed to have sex and every time I came so hard. No I didn’t mean hurt just f***ed to do whatever they wanted. Here I was actually within that situation. I was sure I had locked the door before I went to bed but I was that tired and a little merry maybe I hadn’t. Should I scream or jump up shouting for help these things ran through my half-awake mind but in the end I did nothing just pretended to sl**p. I felt the warmth of their hand slowly moving under the sheet. I remembered I was sl**ping in only my panties as we weren’t used to the Caribbean heat yet. I felt their hand touch my bare shoulder so lightly it was like a butterfly and then slowly slide down to my breasts. This was it, I had always got so excited at the thought of being r**ed and it looked as though I was going to be. The excitement within me was like an electric charge as I felt this hand tenderly touch first one breast then the other. Fondling my nipples sending charges down to my clit. I did not know how long I could lay still in silence as with each shock my clit became more and more sensitive and my juices were starting to run. Slowly the sheet was pulled back the cooler air aiding my already erect nipples to stand to their full erectness. Only then was it I realized it was a man. His head slowly lowered to my nipples and he started to suck them. Softly at first then slightly harder till he was causing me pain and yet so much pleasure. Don’t get me wrong I am a softy and can’t handle pain but this was so totally different. As he bit onto my nipples his hand eased under the sheet and between my legs. Under the waistband of panties I was wearing, I could feel him stroking along the juice trail that I had made, like a small mini rivulet soaking my panties. Then the first guy to touch me simply eased a digit slowly inside my pussy and at the same time bit a little harder onto my left nipple leaving it throbbing while his finger slid in and out a little faster. His head came near to my face and he whispered, “Don’t make a sound and you will enjoy it shout and you will be dead!” The fear factor seemed to raise my excitement and I knew if he kept doing what he was with his fingers I would cum before I got to feel his cock. Soon he had two then three fingers gliding inside of me my panties were a hindrance. I felt something cold and solid. The fear factor went up by 10 now I was really scared. The knife slid under the leg of my panties and out of the waistband. Showing how sharp it was the material simply seemed to fall in half. He did the same to the other side. I could feel him toying with the handle of the knife the blade lifted up and I was scared. I felt his fingers open my pussy lips the sweat of fear and excitement ran down my face. Was he going to cut me Oh Gawd NO!!! Slowly he inserted the handle of the knife in between my pussy lips. It was round, ridged and slightly larger than my vibrator. He started to work it in and out of my pussy the feeling along with the fear soon had me bucking against it. Gawd I was going to cum on this bony thing. As I neared my climax he eased it out and the emptiness was so painful as though my heart had been taken away. I felt him climb onto the bed and straddle my chest. His cock was like a huge piece of black hose maybe about 12” long and thick to. Its shiny head bobbed just in front of my face as he said, “Suck!” I looked up at him yes I had heard about oral sex but I had never done it well except on Gina and she didn’t have a cock. With tears in my eyes I told him, “I don’t know how.” “Virgin?” I didn’t answer simply nodded. Actually it was so funny here I was being r**ed and I was ashamed I was a virgin in case I couldn’t please him. “Think of it like a large ice lolly, the more you lick and suck the more the pleasure I will get and the more pleasure you will get later “ His voice sounded soft, its Jamaican accent giving it a warm tone. I slowly eased out my tongue and touched the underside of the shiny nob. Finding it didn’t taste dirty which was what I expected I started to lick and suck. Soon he was moaning and the more he moaned the more I sucked and licked. What a feeling of power I had, here was this strange man kneeling over me yet I felt totally in charge of him. He took my hand and placed it on his cock and got me to wank him while I sucked. He was telling me it wouldn’t be long and this disappointed me as I wanted him to fuck me now, my cunny still felt empty from where he had removed the knife handle. Suddenly he stiffened and jerked. My mouth filled with his cream. It gave me a shock at first but as it took me by surprise I swallowed some. It tasted slightly peppery but nice and like a c***d sucking its mothers teat I sucked harder wanting more of his juices. Suddenly he pulled out of my mouth and I wondered why his cock was still hard. Had I upset him? No he moved down my body and moving that ebony cock head slowly up and down my lips found my juicy entrance and slid it in slowly at first each inch seeming to get closer to my stomach. I felt his balls slap against my ass and then he slowly withdrew. I thought OMG no he is going to pull out but he rammed it hard all the way back in making me almost cum and then his rhythm went into over drive till I could feel my cum juice running out of me. Either that or I was peeing myself. My orgasm the first induced by a man was out of this world. I felt I couldn’t breathe and yet longed for him to keep going the emotions too much to enter into writing. Then as my body relaxed he kissed me gently on the forehead and pulled out just as he did he shot all over my belly and pussy. I was satiated yet empty too glad he had shot over my belly yet missed feeling it shooting inside me. Then this tall shadowy figure was gone and I lay there alone and strangely happy. Maybe I dreamt it but placing my hand on my belly I could feel his cum covering it I tasted it again. How I wished I knew who he was. I must have dozed off for the next thing was Val shouting me for breakfast and the start of our holiday. If this was the start wow I am looking forward to Jamaica!